When I see her face everything is fine. No doubts. No secrets. No anxious feelings. Just love. Everlasting and eternal. I hate when I get those feelings to add space. I’ve never broken up with anyone before and I’ve never loved anyone before, so sometimes I wondered if it came from that. There are times when I know she is the one for me. When I want to ask her to marry me and always be by my side. Then there are times when I get this anxious feeling. I want to add space to see what’s going on and if I need to figure things out. I know I want to spend the rest of my life with her though. I see it now. I want that for us. I don’t have everything figured out yet. There will most certainly be bumps in the road, but at least I’m certain about where that road leads.